Tacit Love

Smile a little more

With a happy smile

So that you can comfort my heart

That keeps looking for you.

Smile a little more

So that the world would be jealous

So that my heart that keeps calling for you

Would not be able to become greedy.

My heart curses at me

Because I can’t even say ‘I love you’

My tears burst

Because my longing for you flows and flows.

Only that sad phrase has been stuck to my throat like a thorn

And remain in my mind the whole day.

Why does it have to be you?

Why did I have to love you?

Even if you don’t look at me

Even if I say a thousand times, you don’t know

My foolish love that simply looks at you like an idiot

You don’t know, no matter what.

Unrequited Love

There is a name I cannot say

Even if I scribble it through the night.

There is a name I cannot go meet

Even if I say it the whole day.

There is a name I cannot look into the eyes of

Even if I meet it.

There is a name I cannot speak to

Even if I look into its eyes.

There is a name I cannot tell my love

Even if I would sacrifice my life for it.

There is a name I cannot say that

     ‘I will wait ‘til you come to me’ to

Even if I could wait an eternity for that person.

But even still,

Even if it’s a name I can not call

It is you that I love.

Scribble

It’s a rainy day

The day I said my goodbye difficulty,

Pitiful me, I become endlessly miserable

That day, my heart cried all day,

The skies comforted me.

Now I have to let you go,

Let’s end it here

Always, I was standing by your side

You were never meant to be my love

It could never happen

This is a bad love, so I need to let it go.

My Forlorn Love

I saw something I didn't want

     to see and became startled,

Then I got mad, and

     now I must be in pain.

Now, my pain is complicated.

Yeah, that's correct.

I want to deny it,

     but those words are correct.

I was startled to see him in that state,

Angry that someone else was with him,

And after seeing it...

I felt pain.

And feeling pain, I lose.

With my heart, I look at you.

After this I realized,

I need to let go of this love I have.

By any chance if we meet by destiny

Act like you don't know me and pass me by

Even if my heart is ripping and crying

At least let me see you for that little while.

Maybe

Maybe I was being too picky.

Maybe I didn't want to be close to anyone.

Maybe I'd just be the type who couldn't feel love all the way or something.

But these maybe were slowly shattered.

Before, I have this notion of never falling inlove.

I have known and experienced almost all of the romantic cliches

Then I realized I'm not made for this.

Love, I believe, is the most elaborate method of self-harm.

So then I met him,

That someone who makes me question things,

He who changes my peaceful reality,

He who revolutionized my world in a second.

He made me experience things I never thought I would be capable of,

Let me fool myself a little longer,

He's my favorite human indeed

Someone you can be free around with.

No we didn't date.

Technically he wasn't an ex-boyfriend.

But he was an ex-something,

An ex-maybe,

An ex-almost. 

I'm Not A Fighter, I'm More Of A Coward

It must be because I'm a fool.

It must be okay even if it hurts me.

Even if you tease me that it's a foolish love,

Because I'm such a helpless fool.

My wanting to be good to him

is enough to make me happy.

Even if he smiles at me once,

I'm happy with that smile.

Until the person he loves comes along,

I'm just going to stay by his side like this.

It's a love that makes me happy just to give

So I won't wish for anything more...

In a place where he can always reach me

if he holds out his hand,

In a place where I can always hear him

if he calls out to me,

I will stay there without any change,

Because I love him.

Because I'm a fool.

I'm not ashamed of my feelings,

or sorry for them.

I just keep liking him, don't I?

Even if I'm a fool,

I'm an admirable fool.

Do you think someone that's nothing

can become admirable like that?

Even if the object of

somebody's love doesn't know,

There's no such thing as a love that's nothing.

What if you and I were still us

The worst part about falling out of love

Wondering if you'll ever open up that far again.

If I tell you I love you,

Can I keep you forever?

The saddest thing in the world is when two people,

Who at one time knew everything about one another,

Act like strangers.

I say I don't care.

I say I don't miss you.

But I know I'm lying and I really do love you.

I don't care how many times I say I'm over you

Every time I see you, I fall for you harder.

I might miss him, but be strong,

Moving on is for the best.

One of the hardest part in life

Deciding whether to walk away, or try harder.

I turned my back on you and me

Cause I was scared to see that we weren't who we used to be.

Time doesn't heal you when you're not ready to move on.

Stop cheating on your future with your past... it's over.