I'm Not A Fighter, I'm More Of A Coward

It must be because I'm a fool.

It must be okay even if it hurts me.

Even if you tease me that it's a foolish love,

Because I'm such a helpless fool.

My wanting to be good to him

is enough to make me happy.

Even if he smiles at me once,

I'm happy with that smile.

Until the person he loves comes along,

I'm just going to stay by his side like this.

It's a love that makes me happy just to give

So I won't wish for anything more...

In a place where he can always reach me

if he holds out his hand,

In a place where I can always hear him

if he calls out to me,

I will stay there without any change,

Because I love him.

Because I'm a fool.

I'm not ashamed of my feelings,

or sorry for them.

I just keep liking him, don't I?

Even if I'm a fool,

I'm an admirable fool.

Do you think someone that's nothing

can become admirable like that?

Even if the object of

somebody's love doesn't know,

There's no such thing as a love that's nothing.

What if you and I were still us

The worst part about falling out of love

Wondering if you'll ever open up that far again.

If I tell you I love you,

Can I keep you forever?

The saddest thing in the world is when two people,

Who at one time knew everything about one another,

Act like strangers.

I say I don't care.

I say I don't miss you.

But I know I'm lying and I really do love you.

I don't care how many times I say I'm over you

Every time I see you, I fall for you harder.

I might miss him, but be strong,

Moving on is for the best.

One of the hardest part in life

Deciding whether to walk away, or try harder.

I turned my back on you and me

Cause I was scared to see that we weren't who we used to be.

Time doesn't heal you when you're not ready to move on.

Stop cheating on your future with your past... it's over.

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An Odd World

Did God created this world we’re living in?

This thing, full of terror and full of sin.

Did God gave us brains to spread darkness?

To spread diseases, death and create a mess?

God created something, something called paradise,

Isn’t He all powerful, almighty and wise?

Where is that now? Why can’t we see?

But, we do bad things, don’t we?

Kidnapping innocents is what rebels do,

Killing and abusing people, no matter who.

Demanding all the things that they want,

And then killing their victims if they can’t.

Spreading disunity among nations,

Loose threads among God’s creations,

Can’t we do anything to stop this?

To keep ourselves from falling into the abyss?

What is my role in this place called “Earth”?

What was the purpose of my birth?

Was it to live in terror, immorality and disunity?

Or to live in peace with hope, love and harmony?

December 28, 2010

Now I understand things much clearer,

I wish I can make it better;

I hate for things to go like these forever

I'm shy, I may end up bitter.

I maybe loving this evening

As our song goes on playing

Living while only gazing each other

Another moment shared together.

Music keep playing

Memories goes flowing

Thought came rushing

And now I see

,

         a story about love but not a love story.

Friend Zone: Proceed At Your Own Risk

She doesn't know the half.
In my wallet, I keep her photograph.
I've made my decision.
'Cause in your eyes I see heaven.
Girl, I think about you 24/7.

Before the story end, I wanna know if we can be more than friends?
I put my hands up in the air.
Try to act like I don't care.
But tonight I'm all alone, because now I'm in the friend zone.
You make me the maddest.
I just want to change my facebook status,
           to "in a relationship" but "it's complicated."

Well, you're makin' it hard for me.
'Cause i just can't walk away.
Your favorite martian ♩♪♫♬

Friend Zone

Our story ended

Before it even started,

Our hearts parted

Before it even collided.

I may had stop crying

But I'm still wishing

I'm happy to see you smiling

"I love you, FRIEND" that's all your saying.

I remember our naive and pretty selves,

It started with a smile

I'm scared it hunts me all the time

I saw you and I smiled

But blankly stare is all I got.